1st time

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˙˙˙uıɐןdxǝ oʇ pɹɐɥ os sı ʇı
˙˙˙ǝɯıʇ ǝɯɐs ǝɥʇ ʇɐ ʇnq
˙˙uıɐd ǝɥʇ ɯoɹɟ ʎɐʍɐ ʞןɐʍ ı ǝɯıʇ ʇsɹıɟ ǝɥʇ sı sıɥʇ
˙˙uıɐɥɔ ǝɥʇ ʞɐǝɹq ı ǝɯıʇ ʇsɹıɟ ǝɥʇ sı sıɥʇ
˙˙˙ǝʌıןɐ ןǝǝɟ ı ǝɯıʇ ʇsɹıɟ ǝɥʇ sı sıɥʇ
˙˙ǝɟıן ʎɯ ʇǝƃ ı ǝɯıʇ ʇsɹıɟ ǝɥʇ sı sıɥʇ

this is the first time i get my life..
this is the first time i feel alive...
this is the first time i break the chain..
this is the first time i walk away from the pain..
but at the same time...
it is so hard to explain...